When I Am Down :(

When I am down,
life is mystery...
Sometimes we feel happy, sad, regret,
it's really complicated, isn't it??
yeah....
Now I feel like that,
I'm really sad, down, regret, sorrow..
I need motivator, I must wake up reality.
cz it's real :(
I feel so lonely, depressed...
and I decide to lose contact with anyone in my life
but just a few days.... Especially without technology,
mobile phone, internet, ect....
I encounter my problems in keep silence,
nobody disturb me, and I think what's wrong with me :(
and Alhamdulillah I can up to solve my problems :)
now my life like usual, I use technology and keep touch
with my friends....
I'm sorry I can't be perfect and make everyone disappoint
with me, but I promise day after day I'll be better than becoming the best.
Trust it, just wait and see  ^_^